hide in the corner

Saw this from someone’s blog,
” that love meant that you care for another person’s happiness more than your own, no matter how painful the choices you face might be.”

True. When you genuinely love someone so much, your own happiness doesn’t matter anymore. It’s the smile on their faces that you most care about.

Take my hand
We’ll hide in the corner

Sunset Cabin, Lake Simcoe, Ontario, Canada

I want to stay in a cabin in the woods in some foreign country, with a dog. A Japanese spitz dog would be nice.

no one notices you

Hey you over there!

You jumped up and down, raising your arms, pointing your fingers up, hoping you’ll catch their attention.
Then you realised no one notices you.
You decided to do something different, hoping that they’ll shift their attention to you.
Then you realised no one notices you.
You then walked away, sobbing, sad, but you hope they’ll pay more attention to you.
Then you realised no one notices you.
You then tell yourself, that you should keep trying, and keep jumping excitedly, up and down, raising your arms, pointing your fingers up, desperately hoping you’ll catch their attention.
Then you realised no one notices you.
And then……

You think you are sad case. Well at least that’s what everyone else says.
But turn your back around, look behind.
Someone is actually watching you.

enjoy the moment

Some people came, create an impression, remain in our hearts and thoughts for a while, before they leave and we let go.
Be it that they stay only for a day in our lives before they swiftly disappear,  at least they do made an impact, and managed to occupy a portion of the empty space we have during that time being.

I’ve learnt that it’s not the length that matters.
It’s the quality of the time spent that matters more.
Be it an hour, a night, a week or a year.

i gave up coffee and cigarettes, i hate to say it hasn’t helped me yet

Friends, who asked me at random hours how am I doing.
Friends, who keep wishing me the 2 four letters words, or in short tc.
Friends, who willingly take time off to meet me and talk.
I’ve never asked for all these, but thanks for having me in your thoughts.
I love you, even though I can be rude. <3

I poured my booze all down the kitchen drain
And watched my bad habits get flushed away
I thought that that would keep my head on straight
And all my pain would be in yesterday

Urgh, hate feeling sick. I need to run and gym and eat proper food again.

gee

I really should stop this.
Screwing my life.
Screwing others.
Getting screwed.

This actually cheer my sick Sunday up. Gee…

Hope

When I firstgot the news I got the job, I wished I could inform that special someone and we would giggle happily and then talk about what to wear and stuff.
When the first snow dropped on me, I wished I could hold that special someone’s hand beside me and we’d walk under the snow in each others’ sweet embrace.
When I first caught my first carebear, I wished I could hug that special someone and we’d together jumped in excitement.

I wished.

Tonight, I’m gonna click ‘Yes, I’m attending my commencement ceremony’.
I’m gonna ask for extra tickets.
Not for anyone in specific, but I wish a name will appear on it soon.
And he’ll witness me on stage.
I just need to share it with someone, because these moments hardly comes.

This is what I call hope, and believe.

<3

cause I’ll just make the same mistake again

Someone just posted this on his Facebook.

And maybe someday we will meet,
And maybe talk, and not just speak.

let’s talk

I want to talk, but my words recently haven’t been flowing out beautifully.
Random conjunctions. Like a messed up lyrics in a sweet ballad, it sounded bad eventually.
Let me piece it all together again, and make it sounds good like it suppossed to be.

Soon, I’ll speak again, here.

Now, just tweet. :p